I’m not sick of myself, but I can’t help but think I have it a little better than I did a year ago.
I don’t think my life has been good enough, and I don´t think I’ve ever had any friends, either.
So maybe I’ve just been unlucky in the sense that I´ve not had the sort of people that would say, “Well, maybe you should be looking for a girlfriend, because I have no idea how to approach you and you’re not a normal person.”
The last thing I want is to be that kind of person.
And if I have a girlfriend then that means I’m pretty much going to be okay with that, but it means that my life will be different.
It means that I will have a relationship.
I will not have to worry about what other people think of me.
I am going to have to find my own place.
And that´s why I can still feel good.
I know that I can do this.
So why do I feel like I am stuck?
I feel that I don`t feel good, because my life is not good enough.
It feels like there is no one to turn to.
That, to me, is the hardest part of the job.
I think that it is not just the stress of the work, but the lack of connection with people.
I cannot trust anyone, I cannot even trust myself.
And so I am constantly looking for someone that I feel is going to change the way I see the world.
Maybe that person will be someone who will help me find a new perspective on things, or maybe I will become a better person because of that.
So I have to work hard, and that means working through the pain of this, but also the happiness of this.
If I had been a woman at the beginning of my career, I would have felt better.
I would be a happier person.
I feel better.
But I am not.
I still have to do my job.
And for some reason, I have never been able to work through the hard times I have had, the times when I have tried to do the things that are supposed to be easy, the things I want to do.
And I am so ashamed to admit that.
I have failed at them, and for the first time in my life I can say, I am proud of myself for that.
That is something that is hard to do, but that is a good thing.
And the reason that I am still not able to get through this is because I donít have the energy to deal with it.
It is very hard, because it has taken so much out of me that I really need.
I can´t sit around all day, or I am unable to go out with people, or we just don´T have time.
Sometimes we can be a little bit of a bummer.
We are not used to it.
We get into arguments with each other.
And it is so hard.
But it is worth it.
I want you to know that this has not been easy.
I just want to say, Thank you.
I appreciate it.
You really understand what it is like to be in this position.
It takes a lot of effort.
But, I can promise you that it will be worth it in the end.
I love you.